mere christianty

Mitch got me a book for Christmas called mere Christianity by C.S Lewis its about theology we read some of it tonight....afterwords i thought i went to bible collage and came back and we barley read anything and i learned a lot theology is hard and makes Dylan's head hurt!!!

death!

First i want to say. That God gives life and we are happy about that and we rejoice about it and we should because its great. But then their is one more thing that people in this generation forget and it's death, we forget about that sad thing in life the thing that will bring sadness, confusion, and loneliness. But you know what we forget, we forget that we are not a lone, if you are a christian you are not a lone, because God is with you always. witch brings me to this.

The past two or three years my papa has been suffering with cancer, it finally reached his lever and once it got their his hole body organs just started shutting down. So this summer he got even worse he went to hospice, and in a week he was out (people almost never come out of their) He was a fighter he dident want to leaving yet. Then he just got weaker and weaker over months. Tell he couldn't go on any longer and my grand-mother couldn't take care of him any more. So she had to take him back to hospice on November 29. He did good for two days at hospice. Then on wednesday my mom got a call from my uncle thomas. And he said that my grand-ma wants us down there that he might not be here much longer. So we left, my dad picked me up at school around 2:37 and we leaft for easly. He started doing bad on friday his breaths were short and deep. Before i go on any more i just want everyone no how close i am to my papa, im very close to him he taught me alot. Like how to play Golf i will never forget my very first Golf lesson with him!! he taught me how to own and manage a bussiness on my own. thier are tons of things that i could tell you guys but i need to get back to my story just comment and ask a guestion and ill answer. anyway on friday the breaths where still the same untill around 4:30 they started to get long and very deep. Then we noticed he was hot and the he seemed like he messed on him self, so we got the nerse in and then his nerse/docter came in and said that he had a fever,and said that all of the blood was going to his legs and stuff and it wasent bumping to his heart. The nerse said that i would call who ever is not here that is in the family and tell them to come here as fast as they can. Because he only has about an hour or till the end of tonight to live. My brother Mitchell was the only one not their yet. Mitchell got their an hour later and we all said are good byes to papa mac! then an hour later he was taking even deeper breaths in till he took one last good breath and held it. His eyes got really big and he looked at us one more time and he stoped breathing we all started crying. I was crying cause i was remebering all the good times we had. and he died on decemeber the fourth at 8 o'clock.

what i want to say last is that.my papa died in that room and i got to see it with my on two eyes. i got to see God the God of love and forgivness take a mans life that he created it was awesome, i cry over the good times we had togather, and the facked that he got to go to a place where their is no more sin and lust. And im down here still with it.

why we have death and suffering through death...